Mondays With Momma: When Is It Time?

Dear Momma,

When should a God-fearing, Bible-believing wife leave her husband? Or should she ever?  There is no physical abuse at all, but there is a great deal of control and emotional abuse.  Yes, it’s starting to effect the children.  If you don’t finish your entire dinner, there’ll be a tirade.  Didn’t ride your two wheeler without falling the first time?  You must be an idiot.

Is the cost of leaving greater than the cost of staying?   Is no father better than an abusive one?  Am I teaching them that this is the way a man behaves toward his wife and children, that this is a marriage?

God bless,

Dear Anonymous,

First of all, I am honored that you would share something so intimate and personal with me. I know what it’s like to be in an abusive marriage, and I am familiar with your concerns for your children. You don’t specifically mention divorce, so I assume that when you say “leave” you’re talking about a separation. Either way I see a person who is walking a very difficult road, and quite possibly looking for a way out.

I know what it’s like when you’re walking on eggs … and no matter how hard you try, the least little thing will set off the tantrums you’re trying to avoid. The only reason I’m familiar with what God’s Word says regarding marriage and divorce (or separation) is because I looked them up several times during my trying years in an abusive marriage. One grows weary with all the drama and wonders if it would ever end.

I asked a dear friend of the family and a pastor to confirm what I was reading and both were very sympathetic in their responses. Like I said, it’s a difficult road. Divorce IS “allowed” in certain circumstances, but it was never God’s intent, nor was it meant to be a sign of approval when it falls under that category of “indecency” or “sexual immorality” mentioned in the scriptures. Jesus said that divorce was permitted because of the hardness of man’s heart and that what God has joined together man must not separate. The scriptures also say that a woman should not leave her husband, BUT IF she does, then she must remain unmarried or be reconciled to her husband.

We were married ten and a half years when my husband left us for another woman and her two children. Not too long after that, I ran into a friend I hadn’t seen in some time while I was out grocery shopping. Once she was all caught up to date she surprised me when she said, “You look happy.” She could see the puzzled look on my face, and I truly wondered how she could say that, because I was now a single mom struggling to take care of my three littles on my own and I wasn’t sure what direction my life was going to take us. She clarified what she was trying to say. “You always looked like a frightened rabbit around your husband.” Oh … I didn’t realize it was that transparent! What she saw as “happy” was really just someone now living in a quiet, peaceful home.

The hardest part after our separation was being open to reconciliation. Seven times he asked me if we could get back together and each time I told him, “yes, but we need to get counseling first.” I wasn’t going to let him just waltz back in like nothing had happened. The last time he asked, the kids caught wind of it. The following day when he went to church with us my little “square piece” clung to him for dear life. He went forward for prayer and things looked promising. Then he called the following morning and said, “I can’t do this to her.”

I said, “You can’t do this to her? You can do this to me, and our children, but you can’t do this to her?” He indicated that she “needed” him and I seemed to be doing fine without him. I let him know that he couldn’t keep doing this, to either of us, and that he needed to make a decision. So he did … and at that point, two years after he left us, he married her … and I was no longer bound to him.

Now, with all that said … the abuse in your home needs to stop, plain and simple. You need someone that you can trust and confide in, hopefully your pastor and his wife, or another godly leader where you worship. You need someone to help guide you and your husband to a better relationship with each other and the children. Maybe you could do the “Love Dare” challenge together. In any event, he needs someone to hold him accountable for his behavior towards you and the children. If he won’t join you in getting counsel, take the children and go without him. Get yourself some type of support system where you and your children can be encouraged and reaffirm who you are in Christ.

You are loved, you are worth dying for and you are precious in His eyes. I will be praying for you in this.



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  1. August 19, 2013

    Well said! and I am sorry you had to go through the pain. That being said look at the blessings that flowed when you opened up and just “let it be” and lived your life! Dear Anonymous, please get some support for yourself. Momma said it!

    • August 19, 2013

      I really appreciate all the love, support and prayers from family over the years. I know that it was hard for you all, watching from the sidelines, but your unconditional love and response greatly encouraged me during those difficult years … still do.

  2. August 19, 2013

    Momma, or should we call you Solomonina for your wisdom?
    Thank you for sharing your life so openly. What an encouragement! I, too, will be praying for anonymous. Keep the Godly advice and perspective coming.

    • August 20, 2013

      Thank you for YOUR encouragement. 🙂

  3. August 20, 2013
    Joan Dedman

    What a tough way to begin your debut, but the audience is applauding. Way to go Momma! I hope to meet you some day.

    • August 20, 2013

      It’s definitely a tough topic, thank you for your encouragement. I look forward to meeting you. 🙂

    • August 20, 2013


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